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hi I am back.. XD

For sure no one keep in view with me le wahahahahah!! XP

Nvm... a quick update...

Erm... For the past five months, I have been placed in school for 15 weeks. I have been asked to teach year 1 science and year 4 mathematics. I had 8 pupils in year 1 and 15 in year 4.

All this while before being placed in school, I have had always thought that teaching in real primary pupils are much more easier than peer teaching which I have to teach my own frens.. So called role played. I as teacher and they as pupils.

Well I was wrong.... Teaching pupils are not an easy for me... By then I realised that I was not so ready to be as a teacher... and I wish to go more deeper in understanding children in terms of psychology which mean I wan to continue my study. But here, the uni no longer offer education program... I wan to study but no where to go.... I am so not ready to be a teacher because I felt like I am so not qualified yet eventhough I am graduating soon....

Every pupil has different attitude, behaviour and ability... Some pupils have discipline problems that I was not good in handling it... I have less experience and within this 15 weeks.. I don't think that is enuff.... I am so inexperience..... but ofcoz within this 15 weeks, more or less experienced a lot.... I do have learn more than jux learning theories... Some time I felt so not satisfied... During veteran teachers' olden days, they get to teach at school for every year they study in the uni... Every year placed in school for months... But mine? Only once and only for 15 weeks which is not suppose to be....

My thought is that... pupils are living thing.. teacher is playing role to teach living thing to learn and for example like me who has no experience at the 1st place and then placed in school for 15 weeks then graduate... I wonder how is tat impossible for the some ppl to say that we are qualified to be teacher? why I said so? Bcoz I have heard a story about a lecturer... On her 1st visit(few weeks after the placement), she complaint that her students who under her supervision were not qualified to be a teacher due to class control problem. How can she complaint? Cant she think properly that we are not fully trained..... we are only being taught theories... learning all the theory for wat??? Not applicable at all onie some of it are applicable...


I agreed that not all of us dun have the skill... some of us have troubles in handling children.. No experience and end up with frustration and stress... Everyday has different challenges... Anyhow anyhu.. Yes, I agree that I have fun teaching but sometime it get frustrated... XD ok thats all for now.. I duno wat to type anymore XD heheehehe....