overily 'fan'

hey...

My life now is mcm a bit upside down...

I have trouble in thinking how to do things that I wish to achieve...

Let me share wit u...

I have been thinking is my diploma cert has the possibility for the foreign to take into consideration in order to enter their uni?

Why I am so overily 'fan' over it is because... Once I graduate or before graduate I am most probability will be asked to apply to be a teacher with the government in government school.

So if~ I did apply for it and I got posted somewhere then I will not be given any scholarship anymore because under government education policies, they will not provide you with any scholarship once you work with the government...

My another way is that I don't apply for being teacher wit the government and don't work with the government for at least one year jux for the sake of the scholarship because obviously I can't go to uni wit my own.. Financial problem tho....

But... there is but.. *Wtf + rolling eyes* what if the diploma cert where not accepted by the foreign uni? Then I will be wasted my time and money to apply for it.. Right? sigh...

You must be wondering why don't I jux apply the uni w.in the country? Well I tell you why, Because the stupid uni has stopped the program and I no longer can apply the program that is used to be existed in the uni. Stupid rite? The stupid uni stopped almost all the program that related to the education and only allows for those who wit dgree holder to apply for Master program only...

So thats the problem... Well its kinda fated.. Everyone has different path... I am regretted in a way I don't study well... But in other way I am blaming my ex-school for reasons ofcoz... hahahaaha!! but who are most to blame? Myself of coz... hahahaha.. Lame huh...